“Your failure to acknowledge the merits of others is your mind reminding you of your own perceived shortcomings, an attempt to chastise yourself, not others. Your animosity towards Feldar is you, telling yourself that you could not fulfil your own duty, because he did what you could have, had you lived. Your need to lead, to command, is the leader you should have been, the one you deserved to be, that should never have been held back by those who deserved it less.”
