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As my lips press against hers, my entire being is set on fire. This was worth the wait. My first kiss had to be with my pchelka.
She’s the reason I drag myself out of bed each morning. The reason I make sure I don’t actually get myself killed. My first thought of the day and my last is always her. In fact, there probably isn’t a minute where she isn’t on my mind.
Yet, every time I smell her Chanel perfume, or she smiles at me, all I can picture is bending her over and sinking inside her. I’ve never done any of that before, but I think about it often with Lara. It’s always her. I bet her pussy tastes even sweeter than her lips, and her moans are as incredible as the sound of her laughter. Seeing her naked would ruin me. There will never be another, nor has there ever been.
Call me delusional, but the fact he’s stalking me means he’s obsessed with me. Just like I am with him. I can’t be mad about that.
“The only way I’ll be ruining you is for every other man. You are mine, Lara Volkov.”
have been too completely and utterly consumed by her, obsessed with her, to even look at another woman. Let alone touch one. I wholeheartedly belong to her. My woman. I just want to make her feel good. My purpose in life is to make her happy.
“I love you, pchelka. It’s you. It’s always been you. It will always be you.”
“I’ve been in love with you for a long, long time, Alexei. Please never stop being you. Never stop making me laugh, or being your crazy self. I love you for everything you are. And I’ll love you until I take my last breath.”
“You wanna go skydiving with me? Steal more flamingos? Wash the blood out of my hair? Hide the bodies with me? Let me eat you out on my bike whenever I need to?” She bites down on her lip. “Yes. All of it. All of your crazy, Alexei. I don’t love you despite it, I love you for it.”
“Maybe we don’t need fixing, maybe we were always meant to be broken together, pchelka.”
“Because I simply cannot lose you. My world stops spinning when you aren’t there. My fire goes out. I will love you through the hard times, I’ll fight for you when you’re too exhausted to fight for yourself. I’ll take care of you when you need it. I’ll do anything in my power to keep you smiling, because that is what I live for Lara. You. Us. No matter what, it will always be us against whatever battle we come across.”
And this is it. My entire life in one man. The one who sees me for who I am. Who doesn’t try to fix me. He accepts me for all of my broken and cherishes every part of me. The man who made me believe something seemingly impossible… I am worthy of the love that I crave.
