Make Me Lose (Bayshore, #1)
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Hazel wins.
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My mom warned me she’d blossomed, but she’d failed to mention that she’d turned into a rose bush. Gorgeous, sweetly scented, bursting with beauty, and prickly as fuck. I’m probably bleeding somewhere right now.
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“She would sooner spear me with her ten-inch heel than let me get down on one knee in front of her.”
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One of two things is sure to come out: competition or unrestrained lust. And God help me if it’s the latter.
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And people think I’ve got my shit together. I can’t even ghost correctly.
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“Hazel versus Gray. May the best color win!”
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His stormy blues have turned into an F4 tornado—it’ll fuck up the barn, but won’t whisk away the family—and I’m trapped in the crosswinds.
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“Fuck you, city boy!”
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“She’s a peach, isn’t she?”
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“No. You’re too weak. And Hazel doesn’t like tomato soup.”
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I roll my lips inward to stave off the giggles.
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“You want me to tell you how sad I am because pretty boy Bryce thinks he’s such a big man because he’s got you?”
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“Please.”
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“Or maybe you want to hear about how, every time I see him near you, I have to physically restrain myself from pushing him off the nearest boat?”
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“You want to hear about how much I have to jack off in the shower thinking about you? What is it, Hazel?”
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“Actually,”
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“I would really rather you tell me if you’re going to fucking kiss me or not.”
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“You’d like it too much.”
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“Am I really wrong about this?”
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“No. But you told me to make you lose.”
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“I forgot my shoes,” she breathes, and then she heads straight for me.
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Fuck, at one time, I wanted her to be my princess.
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“That was for lying about your shoes,” I tease.
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“I really forgot them,” she insists weakly. “By the front door.”
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“Mm-hmm. Even though you never to...
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She dissolves into laughter. “Shut up and ...
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I love Grayson.
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“You don’t need anyone to keep the other side of your bed warm?”
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“Yeah, I think I do.”
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Because there may be no greater act of love from him than willingly coming in second.
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“I’ll see you there—I’m going with Hazel.”
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I don’t want a pity anything. I want someone invested in my life, and my life is in Bayshore.
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Two days. That’s how much I give her. That’s the most I can stand to give her.
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His smile stretches wide. “Hate is just love that got all twisted up.”
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“I hate you,” I whisper to him. He grins and captures my lips in a kiss. Because he knows what I mean. “I love you too, Hazel,” he whispers back. He’s always known.
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My love for Grayson is the biological equivalent of a cockroach. It really doesn’t matter what you do to it—it’s going to survive.
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Every time she references Hazel, it’s our. Except Hazel is now mine. I won’t share her. Not even with my mom.
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“You asked our Hazel to move away from Bayshore?”
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“Are you capable of calling her just Hazel? And yes, I did.”
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“Grayson Thomas Daly. What the hell is wr...
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“We want to be together,” I say slowly, succinctly, “but it won’t work unless she comes to New York. I have my job there. She can bring hers with her. It’s the only thing that makes sense.”
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“Like it’s so easy to pick up a thriving business and restart it elsewhere?” Mom scoffs again. “I tell you what. Sometimes, the denseness of men is astounding.”
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And goddammit, that spreadsheet was moving. Like a practiced symphony.
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People get unhappy about what they sacrificed, and it drives them apart.”
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“I don’t know why I would join you in a place that doesn’t make you happy.”
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“Hazel,” he says, stepping closer. “We need to be together. We’re fucking—” He draws a terse breath. “We’re fucking soul mates. You know that, right?”
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“But don’t worry. I’ll be in love with you forever, so you can at least rest easy that you’ve ruined my love life.”
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“I started the business you said I should invest in. Because if Brooklyn doesn’t work for you, then maybe Bayshore will work for me.”