Except…I’m starting to realize that this isn’t all about sex. I have feelings for her. Feelings that are growing. Feelings I’m finding it harder and harder to ignore. I want to be near her—like, all the time. And her laughter is my favorite sound in the world. Her snarky banter gets me going. Her soothing voice calms me down. My head is always full of the thought of her. Every minute of every day. God. This is confusing. And terrifying. For a million different reasons.
