My heart breaks for him, and I want to reach out and pull him into a hug, but I can’t. There are so many things I want to do and can’t. But what I can do is keep him as long as possible. As long as he stays, as long as there is no light for him, I’m going to be selfish. For me. For him. We both need someone in this. We both deserve not to be left behind. We’re both lost in this world, just on different layers.

