He had a shocked look on his face like, what are you doing here? I thought to myself, Well, I am an actor and I got nominated, that’s why I’m here, not to clean up. I can do that later, after I lose. So why is he looking at me like this? That was fifty years ago, and I couldn’t understand it. But since I’ve come to realize how Hollywood had judged me when they thought I was giving them the cold shoulder after I got my first Oscar nomination, I get it now.
