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So long as Ryan was by my side, I figured I would always feel at home. He was my North Star, my lighthouse in a stormy night, my sunshine after a rain-filled day. Ryan was quickly and unapologetically becoming my everything.
He was perfect. Like a Greek god meets a SeanCody model meets Tom Daley with a dash of Tom Holland.
“Want to go another round?” he asked before his eyes dropped down to my growing cock. “Or maybe you want to play a different game?” He dragged his gaze back up to mine, that smirk shifting, turning more and more suggestive. I grabbed my balls and shot him a wink. “Yeah, why don’t we play around with a different set of balls?” “That works for me,” he said. “Good. Then come over here and get on your knees, baby.”
“Fuck, Jay, you give the best blowjobs ever. Holy shit.” He smiled with a mouthful of my cock and did something with his tongue that nearly knocked me out. “That, there, how are you doing that?” He shrugged, still smiling, still sucking. Still looking like one of the hottest men I’d ever laid my eyes on. “Look at how good you suck my dick. You like that, right?” He nodded, his mouth stuffed with my cock. His blowjob became greedier, hungrier, sloppier. Just how I liked it.
“Fuck, Jay, you seriously have such a pretty dick. It’s wild. So fucking perfect and tasty.” “You think so?” “Mhmm,” I said, unable to speak as I took his long and pretty dick between my lips. He groaned as I bobbed my head, instantly finding a rhythm that had Jay shaking.
When I got back to the bedroom, Jay waited for me on the bed with his ass up and ready. He gave me a wiggle and looked over his shoulder. “Like the view?” “Are you kidding me?” I went over to the edge of the bed, setting the lube bottle down on the floor and rubbing his ass instead. I spread him open, my mouth watering and cock throbbing because of his pretty pink hole. “I can’t get enough of this.” “Mmm, good. It’s all yours.” “Show me.”
I went down and buried my face in his ass. His moans grew exponentially louder as my tongue lapped him up. I was determined to give him the best damn rim job of his life, licking him like he was a dinner plate I needed to clean off. “Hold your ass open for me. Fuck, yeah, that’s it. Look at that sexy hole. God, Jay, you’re perfect.”
My body yearned for him, and I wanted to give him all of me.
“Look at that juicy ass take my big cock.” Another slap sounded in the room, the sharp sting making my balls tighten. “Show me how much you want it. Show me how bad you want Daddy’s cock.” The D-word nearly made me come. I somehow managed to hold back as Ryan stilled behind me once again. “Push back on me, baby. Fuck yourself with my dick. Use me like a toy.”
Sexy didn’t even describe him. He was a god, and I was ready to pray at his altar.
“Remember how I said I’d do a split on your dick?” Ryan’s bright eyes lit up. “Yeah, I do. I’ve been dreaming about it ever since.” I chuckled, climbing back onto the bed. “No more dreaming.”
“You’re really special, Jay. I feel like I won the lotto whenever you’re in my arms.” “Was it like one of those scratch offs or was it the big one?” He chuckled, his body firm and warm. “See. You’re so funny, and so kind-hearted, and so driven to make changes in this fucked-up world. You’re my hero, baby. My hero, my lover, my boyfriend. My everything.”
I love you,” he said. The words settled over me like petals from a velvety red rose. The words bubbled up to my lips without any second thoughts. “And I love you. Like, a lot.” “A lot, a lot?” “Like ‘risking getting stuck in a split on your dick’ a lot.” More laughter. More easy feelings and warm comforts. I’d go wherever Ryan took me, no matter how crazy it seemed. I wanted to be his shotgun rider for the rest of my damn life. I kissed him, closing my eyes and allowing the clouds underneath me to float me away.
“I love you so, so, soo much,” Jay said, looking up into my eyes. I could see entire galaxies reflected back. I wanted to visit each and every one of them. “Come,” I said. “Let’s go get our seats.” “Let’s,” Jay replied. “And let’s celebrate later.” “Oh, you already know I’m going to celebrate so fucking hard with you. Until the sun comes up.” He winked. “That the only thing coming?” “Not if I have my way, it’s not.”
As I looked over to a beaming Jay, I realized that every day forward with him in my life would be the same. It was as if I had leveled up and I could now take on whatever the world threw at me. So long as I had Jay at my side, I knew it’d all be alright.
Ryan began to unclasp my belt with nimble fingers. My entire body thrummed with a deep-seated need. I had a flash to the night we’d first met, at the frat party. Even back then I responded to his touch with electricity only reserved for lightning bolts and power lines. Explosive. I nearly turned to ash when he had pressed against me to help me at beer pong. And seven years later, nothing’s changed. I knew it never would.
Fuck, I was beyond in love with this man. Jay was my everything, and I wanted to give him my everything.
He was the stone thrown into my placid lake. He didn’t cause ripples through my life. He’d caused waves. And I wanted to ride each and every one of them.
