“What if you do all that, and you decide I’m not worth it? What if you think I’m someone I’m not? What if you wake up one day, and you realize that I’m...nothing? I’m nobody." My lips were quivering, because I’d realized that I wouldn’t survive. I wouldn’t survive him deciding he didn’t want me anymore. He’d ruined me. Just like he’d threatened. I’d survived losing everything else in my life...but I couldn’t survive losing him.