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And I don’t mean perfect as in “wah wah he’s so good, and everyone loves him, and I have a complex” perfect. I mean identical perfect.
All it takes is one of us to open our mouths though. Emmett is sweet. Almost naïve. I’m much more like our brother Asher eat-shit-and-die Dalton.
So often, the human race is given a choice. Too often, it chooses wrong.
Kinda rude to be kicked out of my own room and be made to attend my own class, but whatever. Emmett gets away with more than most people would.
Harrison Dunn. Ah. Dunn and Dalton. I ship it.
Welcome to the downside of cheating: apparently, you don’t learn anything.
Harrison holds out his hand. “Deal.” I shake it, trying to ignore the sparks going off in my palm. I guess the universe owed me one anyway.
When things get quiet, that’s when I start thinking, and I don’t like where my brain goes.
Seeing that huge frame on his knees for me, cap swung backward, soft eyelashes fanned out over his cheeks …
It’s not surprising to see Chase and his best friend, Tatertot, at the front, leading the cheer squad.
My name is Chase and I wish I had a best friend named Tatertot wow
He’s like a feral little gremlin when he climbs on top of me and tries to get me in a headlock, body panting hard, thighs straddling my torso, skin soft and slick against mine. Gah, wake up already!
I’ve never noticed before, but hot damn, Benny has some cake on him. If that ass was on a chick, I’d probably pop wood too. Right. Drinks. Leaving now.
“It’s my duty to inform you that your new friend is a total ten, and all your straightness is going to waste.”
Who the hell passes on an orgasm just to hang out with someone platonically?
“Hmm … maybe we should go out soon. It’s been forever since I’ve hooked up, and I’m starting to get antsy. There was a really cute guy at the party you had, but I obviously passed. Hardest decision I ever made.”
Fuck me. Suddenly sounds like a whole lot more fun. Emmett’s laugh breaks through the images of Harrison with his shirt off, and he starts singing, “Benny is fucked … Benny-boy is fuuuucked.” Brothers are the fucking worst.
I glance over at him, but he’s not looking. It … bristles me a little bit. Usually, I catch him looking all the time, so this should be an improvement. Should be but isn’t. I want to see his eyes. I like his eyes.
“You’re cute when you’re angry.” “Call me cute again, asshole.” Harrison laughs. “And you’re adorable when you’re stabby.
I’m a Vermont boy. I’m not used to all this heat.
Dammit, why does he have to be so hot? Like, on the inside too. He’s whistling as he tends to the plants, and I’m even finding that attractive.
A well-rounded Dalton? That Dalton being me? Nah, sounds false. He’ll make me a good person when I’m dead.
He carries the potatoes over and dumps them on the counter. “Nah, just these guys.” He lifts the first one. “Don’t kill me. I just want to provide for my family.” And a second. “Family? What family? No one even likes you, Bill.” Benny grabs a knife from the drawer and lets out an evil cackle. “You’re at my mercy now.” He hacks into the vegetables, and I watch the side of his face, wondering how, how this is the man I’m fancying.
My mouth slams down over his. I hold my breath. Feel his soft lips under mine. Wait for discomfort or indifference to hit, but instead, it’s like all the blood rushes from my feet to my head. I pull back with a gasp. “Holy fuck.” Benny’s eyes are wide. “Umm … what … what was—” I’m a fizzy ball of expectation as I bring our mouths together again. Still with no words but one. More.
He smells like salt and sunshine and him, and it has my dick hard as fucking steel.
There’s too much about Benny that I want. Too much I want to savor and experience and taste.
“I knew you’d have a pretty cock.”
I’m average height, but Harrison is huge, and when his body blankets mine, it’s consuming. I fucking love feeling overpowered like this, especially from the kind of guy who’s pure sweetness and light the majority of the time.
Balances me out in the streets, matches my passion in the sheets. I’m in so much fucking trouble. I kiss him harder anyway.
Someone could step out on this rooftop right now, and I wouldn’t stop riding his face.
One of Harrison’s hands covers mine. He links our fingers together, and he grips my hand in a fist. It anchors me, and I love and hate the way I grip him back.
I love hearing how he talks about sex. No embarrassment, just exactly what he wants. And he wants it from me, which I’m still struggling to process. I have zero self-confidence issues, but Benny is … I don’t even have words. I just know that the more of him I get, the more of him I want.
Benny isn’t right outside like Emmett said, but once we step out of the science building, I immediately spot him. He’s under a tree a few feet away, arms crossed and looking murderous. The second he spots me, he beelines right for us. “Don’t do it” are the first words out of his mouth. “Sorry, do what? Get my dick sucked? I thought that was what we do these days.” Jordan makes a choking sound beside me. “If you want someone to suck your cock, I’ve been begging for weeks. He can’t even breathe without choking. Can you imagine him trying to deep-throat?”
I’ve never dreaded anything more. “And if I do it myself, you won’t rat us out?” “I won’t. It crossed my mind a few times when I found out, but I understand why you did it.
i just can't imagine caring enough about someone else cheating that i would rat them out lmaoooo we're all just trying to survive however we need to.
That fills me with a vicious kind of happiness. I’m not even sure how to explain it, only that for the first time in my entire life, I feel like my own person. I love Em, I love being a twin, but this? Harrison being able to tell us apart? If he’s telling the truth, the man has just made me fall in love with him.
He does have hockey thighs. And a hockey butt. Damn, Benny. Now all I need is for those boxer briefs to go so I can see the cock straining against them.
“These cum gutters are going to be the death of me. I can’t wait to see you fill them up while I’m fucking you.”
“A butt plug?” I ask. With an evil grin, he tosses it to me. “Shove it up my ass, then put on a condom. I’m going to fuck you until I come, and then I’m going to bounce on your cock until you do.”
He’s owning my body. I’ve never had that sappy connection from sex, but I’m getting it now. Heart too big. Balls too full. The intense need to hold him down and make him come. To do anything I need to for him to feel good.
The whole time he’s touching himself, all I can think is that I nearly lost this. And I never want to do that again.
Harrison is working hard on whatever it is in front of him, and I tagged along because I’m a moron who has a boyfriend, and apparently, that makes me a little obsessed.
So, if a gallon is that and this spray bottle is this size, and then it needs to be a quarter … it means … it means
Poor babyyyyyy :(
Fucking hell, Benny-Bee.”
And that’s how we spend the afternoon with Harrison excitedly telling me about plants. I don’t even have to pretend to be interested this time.
My Benny is a fucking genius.
“What do I see in you?” It’s a rhetorical question, but of course, he answers. “A hot guy with a big cock.” I catch him before he can leave, feeling all fluttery with him beside me. “You are so much more than that.”
I’m only new to sucking dick, and I’ve only sucked this one, but I can’t help but think that’s a good thing. No other dude could measure up to my Benny. It wouldn’t be fair on them to come after him.
When he sleeps, he’s finally relaxed. And it’s in the dark that I can well and truly acknowledge that it might be fast, but this is definitely love.
He looks so small and defeated I want to wrap him in a hug and never let go. His hair is wild from bed, big lips poutier than usual, and his stunning eyes have deep depressions under them. Every one of my protective instincts goes wild for him.
“You are who I signed up for. All of you. And I’m not going anywhere.”
Harrison is so damn incredible he makes me sick sometimes. Insults as a love language? Marry me already.
