want to enjoy the little moments along the way, small lines in the sand that mark the beginning of a new change, a new after. Jaxon making me see stars on my honeymoon. Jaxon making his home nut-safe when he didn’t know I was watching. A handwritten guide on how to make my favorite coffees with the world’s most complicated espresso machine, Timbit cereal because I can’t eat real Timbits, my favorite flowers on Valentine’s Day, extra shelf space in the shower, the heating turned up, and a step stool in the kitchen.