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August 25 - August 27, 2024
“Yeah, Peaches. I wanna talk to you until you fall asleep. I want to know everything about you. Fight sleep for a little longer?”
“Millie, you don’t have to throw yourself at me. You know how I feel. But nothing is happening while we’re in your dad’s hot tub.”
“Are you going to kiss me now? I’ve been a good girl.” “You are anything but a good girl.” “Mmm. True, but don’t lie; you like it.”
“You’re a tease, Millie Hall. A brat. I’m not supposed to want you or crave every little fucking thing about you, but I can’t stop myself.” My heart pangs in my chest at the admission. “I can’t force myself to put my friendship with your father first. It’s impossible to think of you as his daughter when the only thing you’ll ever really be now that I’ve been inside you is mine.”
“I may not know what I want to do with my life. Hell, I don’t know what I’m doing, period. But I know if you don’t kiss me right now, I may die. I’m yours, Gavin. All yours if you’ll have me.”
“Fuck, Mill. I need one taste.”
“Please, Peaches,” I beg against her lips. “Let me taste you.” “Only if you’ll make me come when you do.”
“Oh my god, Gavin,” she cries far too loudly as I work her over. “This feels so fucking good.” “Shh, Peaches. Unless you want to get caught, you need to stay quiet.” The
My mind is a whirling, chaotic mess as I devour her. Her hands are in my hair, tugging and scraping. And then she’s gone. I’m gasping for air, confused as fuck, when she straddles my lap and captures my mouth with hers. With quick work, she slides my cock out of my briefs and impales herself on me, sucking me inside her hot body. “Holy fuck, Millie,” I grit out, going rigid.
“Still on birth control,” she murmurs, “and I haven’t been with anyone else. I’m safe.” “Millie—”
“Never, Millie. You’re the only person I’ve ever had bare—” “And the only one you ever will.”
“I love that I was the first to ever have you.”
“The only person, Gavin. You. You’re it.”
“I can’t tell you how many nights I thought about this.” I lift her up and then slam her back down. “Thought about fucking you. Thought about tasting you.” “Same. I touched myself so many times, thinking about our night together.” “Which one?” “The one on the beach.” She nips at my lip and tugs. “God,” she moans when she releases me. “There was something so hot about the potential to get caught.” “You like that?”
“You like knowing that at any moment, someone could walk into the backyard and catch you riding my cock in this hot tub? Catch you seducing your dad’s best friend?” “I’m just sitting on your lap,”
“But it’s all worth it. I’d lose it all for you. Now be a bad girl and fuck me until you come so I can fill you up.”
“Come now, Gavin. Fill me up. Make me yours.”
When my dad knocked and called out from the other side of my door, Gavin had my hair wrapped around his fist while he was fucking me from behind. Panicked, I shoved him into the bathroom.
I’m not going anywhere. This Vivi better be ready, because I’m taking back my man.
“Just pay attention to the little things. He still keeps a piece of you close to him. He’s not over you. And if you’re here to prove to him that you’re all-in, then you’re doing exactly what you should be doing.” My heart thunders against my ribcage as I consider her words. “And what is that?” Sara nods toward Vivi. “Putting her first. But,” she says, bumping my shoulder, “can I give you a little hint as to how to maybe move this along a little quicker?” Once again, I cough out a shocked laugh at her persistence. “Sure?” She leans in close. “Do you know about the jersey thing?” I frown. “The
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I’m still worried about him, I’m no longer worried about us. He’s not over us. He hasn’t given up on us. And there’s no way in hell I’ll give up on him.
“Could you—” I clamp my mouth shut before any other words slip out. Millie turns back, her golden eyes open and shining, her heart laid out for me, allowing me to take from her again. “Anything, Gavin. I will do anything you ask.”
“You guys are really adorable all snuggled up on the couch. I’m kind of jealous.” Gavin bites his lip, and I swear to god I’m going to melt into a puddle. “No need to be jealous, Peaches. There’s room for you here too.”
“You’re supposed to see that I am. For weeks I’ve been here every step of the way. Not because I’m your nanny, but because I’m your person. I’m your person, and you’re mine. Please stop punishing me and touch me. Kiss me. Because the only person I ache for is you.”
“You drive me fucking crazy, Peaches.”
“So punish me,” she taunts. “Spank me, bite me, fucking devour me. But don’t shut me out.” She rolls her hips. “Don’t deny me. I can’t—”
“You can’t? What about me? What about what I need? You want me to punish you, but I want to worship you. I need to apologize for how I’ve treated you. I failed you. Failed us. I should never have walked out that door. And I never should have let you end us because you were scared. So baby, please say I can have you. Promise me you’re mine. Put me out of my misery and tell me you’ll never let me walk away again.”
“I’ve only ever been yours,” she whispers, slipping a hand down her chest. “My body.” With a pinch to her nipple, she gasps. “My heart.” She uses her free hand to tip my chin up. “Me.” Her lips ghost against mine. “You have owned all of me since the day you took my virginity.” “And I always will,” I promise her.
“That’s my perfect girl. My Peaches. Soak my hand, baby.”
“Please, Gavin,” I beg as my legs tremble beneath his hands. Power rips through his eyes. “Please what?” “Make me come. Please fuck me. Anything, please.” “Tell me you’re mine. Tell me this is it. It’s you and me forever.” Delirious with lust but anchored by love, I give him the truth. “Forever, Gavin. Tell me you’re mine forever, because I am yours.”
“You are the perfect woman. This is the perfect pussy. If you ever keep it from me again, I will die.”
“I want to listen to you play music every day, Peaches. And whether you want to play for just us, maybe teach our girl to play when she’s old enough, or if you want to write music or sell out stadiums, I’ll be here beside you, in awe.” I cup her cheek, brushing my thumb across her smooth, freckled skin. “Your dreams are my dreams. All I’ve ever wanted is for you to discover what those dreams are. I guess I just thought if the piano was here—I don’t know—maybe you’d come back to me one day.”
Aiden brightens again. “So, can I? Is it? Are we?” Beside me, Gavin frowns. “What the hell are you talking about?” “Does everyone finally know that you’re together?” He steps closer and lowers his voice. “Keeping this secret since I saw you on the beach in Aruba has been killing me.” “Since Aruba?” Brooks’s shocked laugh echoes through the empty space.
He flips me onto my back and looms over me, crushing me with his weight. Before I have a chance to react, he grabs my wrists and pulls them above my head. With his eyes locked on mine, he binds my wrists together tightly. “Holy shit,” I mutter. Gavin smirks as he slides down my body. “Still too boring for you?” My breath comes out in gasps, my voice weak. “Yeah, I mean, I’m still clothed.” “Oh, I don’t need you naked to get you off, Peaches. That’s what you don’t seem to understand. I don’t even have to touch this pussy to make you cry out my name while you come.”
“No,” I pant again. “Do I have to fuck this peach of an ass, Millie? Will that get you to admit that I’m enough for you? That I can keep you satisfied forever?” “Yes,” I breathe out, shocking myself with the response. Gavin’s guttural groan has me pressing my ass toward him again. I’ll do anything with him. “Fuck, Mills. I didn’t—” He slides a thumb between my cheeks.
“Do you want me to tease this asshole until it’s ready for my cock? I’ll lick it and lube it up and make it feel so good for you.”
“Tell me, baby. Tell me what you want. Want me to fuck you all night? I’ll fuck your every hole. Keep you satisfied. Keep us both young.”
“You are enough, Gavin Langfield. No other man would ever be able to keep me satisfied. But yeah, I’d like all of those things.” I can feel his smile against my lips, and then he’s pushing me down, ready for the challenge. Fortunately for me, I’m the lucky girl who gets to keep him on his toes for the rest of his life.
“I love you, Millie Hall. You are the greatest fuck-it moment come to life.”
“I love you. Almost losing you nearly killed me. Please, baby, don’t ever do that again. Promise me I die first. I can’t live without you.”
“Yes,” I murmur when he’s fully inside me. Filling me. Making me complete. “Fuck yes,” he mutters. “Fuck me, Peaches. Use me.” I shake my head. “No. I won’t use you. But I will make love to you.”
“Infinitely and endlessly yours. Love wanes. Obsession tires. Infatuation can be toxic.” He bows his head for a moment, rubbing soothing circles over the back of my hand. “When I call you mine, that encompasses my feelings. We belong to one another. Your heart and mine. I am infinitely and endlessly yours, Millie. I know I asked at the hospital—on a whim, once again—but you deserve me on my knees, begging. Please be mine for eternity. Marry me. Be my wife.”
