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“Your beard is gray,” I say, and that little dig makes me feel a modicum better. God, I am grumpy. “And your face is ugly. Let’s not point out obvious facts.”
For more than a year, all he wore was fatigues and tutus. Interesting combination for sure. But he recently transitioned to a new look that he calls his jean tuxedo. It’s literally a jean jacket buttoned all the way up, washed-out denim pants, white sneakers, and his aviators. The boy also likes to wear shiny jewelry.
“I haven’t touched you in 461 days. Please get the fuck over here and let me hold you.”
Breathing deep, I close my eyes and listen to his heart beat out a rhythm that matches mine.
“But I didn’t give you anything.” “Not true, Coach.” She presses a small kiss against my jaw and stands. “You came to see me.” And then, in a voice so low her words are almost imperceptible, she says, “And that is giving me everything.”
Yes, I’m fucking jealous. I’m jealous of anyone who gets to spend time with you. I’m jealous of my own goddamn sister because she gets to see your beautiful face every damn day. I’m jealous of your shadow because it gets to be where you are. So yeah, I’m jealous of whoever this Gabe is because he just got to have dinner with you.
His soft, comforting words to her make me want to lie against his chest and beg him to love me again.
If I ever see that in person, my ovaries might just jump out of my body and latch themselves on to him, begging him to impregnate me.
“Can you imagine them all in the shower showing off their glittery penises? It’s like Lisa Frank porn.”
you, too, can ride the bling train.”
Millie turns back, her golden eyes open and shining, her heart laid out for me, allowing me to take from her again. “Anything, Gavin. I will do anything you ask.”
What I need more than anything is for her to stay with me forever.
Everything she needs. Just me. The idea—that I could ever be enough for someone—slices through me.
For weeks I’ve been here every step of the way. Not because I’m your nanny, but because I’m your person. I’m your person, and you’re mine. Please stop punishing me and touch me. Kiss me. Because the only person I ache for is you.”
“You feel so fucking good, Peaches. Squeeze me, baby. Soak my cock and show me you’re all mine.”

