Raf and I both knew you would rule the world someday. He told me once that if I wanted to be with him, I’d have to make room for you, because yours was the one mind he couldn’t do without, and you were the only person on Earth who understood his every move. I watched the two of you play. I saw how badly he wanted to beat you. He only ever wanted to show you that he could. My Todd! It was always a joy to make room for you. And I make a space for you now, next to me at the little sea altar where everything in me is grieving this beautiful, beautiful boy.
