Alistair recalled the speech Jay had made about gay sex at the Die Kinder. Now that he wanted to be good Alistair wanted something gentler, something more tender, but Jay was right, and Alistair was never sorrier to be wrong. There seemed no way to fuck Elijah without violating him, and Alistair rued this, however much this violation was desired. Their body parts were such that their congress was never without the quality of domination, of submission, of war. Straight sex was life, beauty, and nature, but gay sex was history: it was dialectical. Inheritances of male aggressions and
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