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by
Maiga Doocy
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May 13 - May 16, 2025
We stared at each other uncertainly. “We have to test it,” I said. “Tell me to do something,” Grimm pursed his lips, looking deeply reluctant. After a moment he said, “Sit down, Loveage.” Gladly. I would gladly sit. Such a simple request, so easy to fulfill that it made my heart sing. If that’s what Grimm wanted, I would—
There is a particular thrill to exploring someone else’s home for the first time. It’s like peeling a curtain back from all your notions about who that person is, and instead seeing them as both who they are and who they want to be.
Grimm opened his eyes to look at me, and I grinned fiercely back. Amazingly, the corners of his own lips lifted in a small half smile. This was unheard of. I had earned more scowls than I could count, but never a smile. The expression transformed Grimm’s face into something I hardly recognized. With my words on his tongue, and the hum of the spellsong hanging thick in the air between us, I nearly found him beautiful.
“I promise that the only urges I’ve had to fling myself at you were of the protective variety,” I joked, seeking to lighten his mood. “I wasn’t worried about that,” Grimm said, but he sounded so affronted I was certain this was at least partially a lie. That was all right. I was maybe lying too, a little bit.
I knew now that any calm I felt because of his presence was likely caused by magic, but knowing did not lessen the effect. I wondered if I would miss this feeling when it was gone.
I think he must have waited out of sight somewhere on the stairs for Sybilla and I to emerge before entering the bedroom, because I never felt the telltale agony that being in two separate memory rooms caused. The pulling in my chest grew no worse than what I’d been dealing with for most of the day. I was not grateful for his consideration. Not at all.
I had laid bare the darkest, most wretched part of myself, and Grimm was still asking me to walk back to the tower with him in a matter-of-fact voice. As though there had never been any other possible conclusion. My heart gave a painful thump. I might have loved him for that, I thought, if I hadn’t already loved him anyway. I did my best to tuck this thought away where it was safe from all the rest. This scrap of affection was mine.
Something within me twinged, a discordant note. Between the thought of dealing with Jayne and risking my affection, Grimm would choose Jayne. It was hilarious, in the most unflattering sense, which was why my chest must have ached.

