Until Him (Inevitable, #1)

by Cora Rose

Tutor: Sick. Don’t come over. I eye my phone and then shove it into my back pocket. I knew he didn’t look well yesterday. For a minute, I’d wondered if maybe he was just over me in general, but nah, he just wasn’t feeling well. That’s why it took him so long to come. “Hey, Logan, I’m going to drive down to Santa Cruz and chill with Landon,” Finn tells me, slapping me on the back. “You want to come? We could watch a movie or something.” I pull my backpack over my shoulders and shake my head. Shit, I should go and see my brother, but the whole thing with Theo is bugging me. Some would say I’m using him as an excuse to avoid bigger issues. And yeah, maybe that’s so. “I can’t. I have tutoring.” It’s not just my younger brother I’ve been kind of, sort of avoiding. It’s Finn too. I haven’t told him what’s going on with my dick. Or my brain. It’s all a scrambled mess. Last night, I caved and jacked off to thoughts of Theo standing over me, his dick down my throat. It couldn’t be helped; my balls were aching. I came so hard that I had to wash my sheets. Then I did it again in the shower. I had one finger up my ass while I did it, too. Finn’s eyes narrow in concern. I really hope he can’t read my thoughts right now. “Look, I’ll tell Landon you’re busy with school, but he won’t buy that excuse forever. He knows you, Logan. And he knows you blame yourself. It wasn’t your fault—” “Yeah, but it was.” “Logan…” my best friend protests, but I just shake my head, my hand running across th...