Until Him (Inevitable, #1)

by Cora Rose

“I don’t want your money.” I open my mouth to protest but then he says, “I’ll agree to tutor you if you let me fuck you.”

Just look at my motherfucking luck. My virgin hole is going to get railed by some science nerd just so I can keep my spot on the water polo team.

Never had another dude’s come in my belly button before. It’s like a tiny swimming pool. I should set up a small diving board or some shit.

“Look at you stuffed full of me,” he says, one of his fingers tracing my upper lip. He fucks down my throat again, and I swallow. “Such a fucking cock slut,” he mutters. “You don’t even gag.”

“It’s…don’t worry about it, Logan. Just…your ass is safe from me, okay?” I don’t want it to be safe from him. I want it to be violated. Trespass, Theo. Stick that big dick right up inside of me.

“That sound you made…” he says as he swipes at his eyes. “Who knew a giant man like you could scream like a seven-year-old girl.” “Well,” I huff. “You obviously haven’t seen my dad encounter a spider.” Theo takes a deep breath. “Jesus, I haven’t laughed like that in ages.” “Well, I’m glad someone enjoyed my near heart attack. I’m never recovering from this, you know.”

I missed this so much. Why has he been holding back? We should have been doing this after each tutoring session. During it, actually. We should have just skipped all our classes and made out instead. I want to taste him on my tongue forever.

Oh my god, I knew it. Nipples. I like my nipples played with. I want to try nipple clamps now. All the clamps. Just clamp them on, Theo.

This is, by far, the best blow job I’ve ever had. Nothing can compare. Nothing. How the hell am I supposed to walk around life like normal now, knowing that Theo and his mouth are cruising around out there? I don’t fucking know. I am ruined.

Oh, Theo. How long have you been storing that up? It’s not healthy. I need to make sure you take care of that daily. I volunteer as tribute.

“You have me all over you,” I mutter. “I love it,” he says, his eyes hooded.

When we pull away from each other, a small line of spit hangs from the tip of my cock to his lips. Oh shit. He’s so hot. So fucking hot.

“You taste good, Theo.”

I just nod, because he’s right. My grandma died from a coconut falling on her head while vacationing in the Maldives, my dad’s marijuana plants all caught fire three years ago, and my brother lost his leg because of a suicidal deer.

“I’d lose all my limbs if I could have you back. Nothing has been more painful.”

Why does he always have to push me away? I can’t fucking stand it. Maybe it’s because I grew up in such an open family where emotions were shared readily, that Theo’s reserved nature bothers me.

My hands slide down his back and roughly clutch onto his ass, lifting him. His long legs lock behind my back as I walk us to the bed. God, he fits perfectly in my arms. He’s simply perfection.

That seems to reassure him, because he slams himself down, taking my entire cock inside in one fell swoop. My back arches off the bed at the sensation. I’ve never fucked someone like this before and now I’m wondering why the hell I haven’t. Because this is so hot. “So fucking hot,” I gasp. “More. I want more.” Theo’s chest heaves above me as he fucks me fast and hard.

“I’m sorry,” I manage to say, my voice broken and rough. “Nah, don’t be. I cry all the time,” he says. “It’s healthy.”

“Don’t you say it. This is me being a friend, Theo. Your friend. It’s a thing people do.” Fuck. I don’t want to be his friend. I want to be his everything.

I can only nod as he slips his fingers through mine. And for the first time today, I feel like I’m home.

“He’s going to think we’re together,” I say. “So?” “Logan,” I begin, but he just tugs me closer to the swing. “I couldn’t give two shits what they think. What other people think doesn’t matter. I live for me, not for anyone else.” “But you could have anyone.” “I know.” I roll my eyes at that, at his easy confidence. What would that be like? To be so self-assured in all things?

“I don’t want to push you,” he says gently. “But I want you again. I want you so bad.”

“I need you to know, I’m not like those other guys, Theo. I’m not them. You can trust me. I just want you to give me a chance and trust me. I won’t hurt you.”

“I want to fuck you, but it’s for no other reason than I want to. I need to.”

“God, look at you,” he says, leaning down to taste my mouth again. “Look at how hot you are.” No man has ever said that about me, but Logan says it like he truly means it. He’s slowly stitching my heart back together with his words. “Fuck me,” I say. “Now. Please.”

What the fuck is happening? I’ve never done this before. But of course, sex with Logan would be different. I should have known.

He pounds into me, his body sleek with sweat, and my muscles are all taut as bowstrings ready to fire. And then he’s pulling out again and sitting on my oversensitive dick.

“You’re so sexy,” he says, pressing his forehead to mine and pressing a kiss to my nose. “So fucking hot.”

“Thank fuck. God, I love cuddling.” I chuckle and he presses a kiss to my skin. “Touch is my love language, I think.” “What the hell is a love language?” I ask, snuggling into him closer and letting myself enjoy this moment. “It’s how you express and need love,”

“Didn’t know I’d like dick as much as I do, but I’m so here for yours.”

“I told you not to buy shit for her. But did you listen? Nope. Now look at what you’ve done. You’ve created a monster.” I huff in annoyance because, apparently, he was right. Curie is a greedy bitch who is totally cockblocking me.

Basil turns a little, showing me a content Curie licking her paw and ignoring me completely. My god, is that a Petpod? Is he carrying Curie around on his back now? The little brat is getting spoiled to death. First Logan with his incessant gifts, and now she’s being toted around like she’s Cleopatra. She’ll never want to come home with me now. I won’t be able to find her to get her in the carrier on Sunday.

I am dying!!!

“You won’t hurt me. Just stick it in, Theo. I’ve been waiting weeks for this. I’m ready for you.”

“Are you sure?” “Stop overthinking, Theo, and get that big cock in me.”

“So fucking good, Logan. And you look so hot bent over for me.”

“Go on. Wreck my ass, Theo.”

“We’re doing that again. But with the clamps,”

“Did you like it? Really?”

“I did. I really did, I swear. I just…I just still can’t b...

“I will always let you. I want to do everything with you.”

“Do you think your parents heard?” he whispers. “Who the fuck cares?” Little does he know, I’ve heard the shit they’ve done. They even have a sex playlist. I’m traumatized for life. Any time I hear “Whole Lotta Love” by Led Zeppelin, I run from the room screaming. Well, payback is a bitch.

Who knew he’d be the one to help me heal? Who knew he’d be the perfect person for me? Not me. It was never me, until him.