Words become inaudible as I drown in all the things unsaid —like I love you, like I want to be with you, I won’t ever leave you again. I never told him he is my world, that my mind finds peace in his madness, that his madness allows me to be me. That without him, I was just half of a person. Half a heart. Allowing fear to weigh me down, I sink deeper and deeper into hopelessness.