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“loss is a lonely place. —For it is so personal, as no one is like you. Like me. Like us. No one will fill the emptiness that seems to occupy so much space inside me.”
Anubis wasn’t just the God of the undead, but often painted as the guide for lost souls,
living and dead. He specialised in helplessness. He took care of the fragile ones after they die.
Cockheimers.”
“Memory and mental abnormalities from the excessive consumption of cock.”
disease.” “Yes. So is Cockheimers. It kills ambitions. Motivations. Elasticity...
“If I cleared all the shit out, I’m not sure what would be left,”
Losing you is the closest I will ever feel to death. For feeling this pain means I am indeed alive. And so, to feel death is worse than the absolute of death itself.
It is a lonely place. For the loss is so personal, as no one is like you. Like me. Like us. No one will fill the emptiness that seems to occupy so much space inside me. You were a big presence. The gaping hole filled up with emptiness is a desert where you used to live and thrive and be my guide. I hold on to the hope that eventually my emotions will die. Or I will.