I shake my head. “She needs someone who can love her the way she deserves. I don’t know how to, it’s something I was never around.” “Jaxson, love isn’t always something you learn, it’s something that you feel. And I know you feel it, I can see it in your eyes every time you look at her.” “I’m really messed up, Margaret, even more so after what happened in Iraq.” I’m uncomfortable admitting this to her, but I’m trying to make her understand.