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Sex wouldn’t solve anything, but getting off inside a girl instead of my fist would be a start, however embarrassing that sounds.
😃
I work the toy even deeper, my toes curling against the sheets as my knees fall open. I let out a little gasp as it hits the right angle. It might not be a warm cock, but it’s at least as thick, making it easier to coax along my fantasy. I drag it in and out, turning my head into my pillow as my mind fills with the right images. Strong, tattooed arms hooking my legs around his trim waist. Biting my neck before he turns me over, spanking my ass as he spreads my legs. His rough voice in my ear, whispering about how good I’m being, smelling like—
Okay already starting off strong with the spice
“What’s going on?” she demands—at the exact second my bright blue dildo hits her in the face.
Oh
I retreated into my books and fantasies, no matter how hot the guy was or how nice he was acting. How could I trust a stranger? He might have been nice then, but who knows what he’d really be like, alone and in control of me.
Girl me too
Telling him I want to change my major, and oh, maybe write smutty romance novels for a living,
I love a good smutty book
She just smiles. “The universe is giving you a gift. It’s telling you to seize the dick, if you will.”
I'm sorry but seize the what 🤔😳
The melted cheese burns my tongue, but I force myself to swallow. Anything to avoid thinking too hard about Cooper Callahan’s good-time reputation. And seizing his, er, dick.
Lmao
“It’s true,” the girl who looked at us before says. “Sorry to butt in, but my friend slept with him last year and he made her come three times. She says it was life changing.” Mia gestures to me. “See?” “You’re ridiculous. I can’t hook up with one of my dad’s players.”
Oh so I will kill to have this happen to me 😩
“The personal space bubble around a café table is sacred,” she says. “And you’re missing the point. You don’t have to like him; you just have to invite him to stick his head up your skirt. He’d be a great way to jumpstart The List.”
Oh wow 😲
I look up at the sound of the voice—and find myself staring at a girl my age. Scratch that. A beautiful girl my age.
😍
pathetic. “Honestly, I just need to get laid. It’s been months and I’m wound too tight.”
Don't we all lmao 😄
“You do have a weakness for redheads.” “She has the freckles and everything.” “Whatever, Gilbert Blythe.”
Lmao
The last thing I need to think about is Cooper’s cock. If he felt big in my hand, how big would he feel inside me? “No, not that. The first thing on The List.”
😋😋😋
“Yes.” And it was the best orgasm I’ve ever had in my life, although I don’t add that part. I haven’t had anything but a toy inside me since Preston. While I’m nowhere near ready for penetrative sex, the feeling of Cooper’s thick finger tipped me over the edge. “But,
bro this right her is making me think that I'm going through a dry spell myself
The memory crashes over me like a wave. It’s like I can still feel his hands on my thighs, the way his beard scratched my skin, the vibrations of his voice as he teased me. After fantasizing about having a guy go down on me for years, it was incredible to experience it for real. It blew every single one of my daydreams out of the water, and if I could have it all over again right now, I would sign up in a heartbeat.
😌😌😌
“A slut? Don’t you fucking dare.”
😮😮
or movies or hockey stats, I see words like spanking and public sex and anal. For some reason, regular old vaginal sex is last on the list. The first item, Oral Sex (Receiving), is crossed off.
Busted
“What is this, a sex bucket list or something?” She tries to snatch the notebook, but I hold it over her head. She jumps for it, so I step back, taking another peek at the list. I nearly choke when I see Orgasm Denial and Double Penetration. “This is kinky, Red.”
Clearly
She shrugs as she takes a sip of her coffee. “Boys have that tendency, yes. You need to make it clearer that you don’t need protection, you need to get dicked down. If you’re set on him, that is.”
I need to have this
Coach must not notice that I’m as stunned as a bear with a tranquilizer in the ass, because he just claps my shoulder and says, “You heard her.” I manage a smile that I’m hoping looks semi-normal. A hug. What the fuck does a hug mean? “Doesn’t matter who scores as long as we get it done.”
Oh boy
“Friends.” I kiss him again; he fumbles for the seat control and shoves it back, giving me enough space to slide into his lap. “Friends who fuck.”
So friends with benefits 🙄
I’m in pink leg warmers, black leggings, and a tight pink sweater. Combined with the scrunchie holding my thick braid in place and my little gold hoops and necklace with the butterfly charm? I look like a hockey player’s wet dream. The second we wrap up class, I’m going to skate over there and kiss him.
Gogead girl with your bad self
“Good,” she says. She laughs wetly as I wipe the tears from her face. “God, Cooper, I’ve never squirted without penetration before.”
Oh boy
Judging by the couple of paperbacks I’ve noticed in her dorm room and the stickers on her Kindle, she likes ’em sexy. I wonder if that’s what she writes, too. I haven’t gotten her to admit what the book she’s writing is about, but it’s cool as hell that she’s doing it in the first place.
A fellow smut reader I see
“Sorry, man, just joining my girl.” I glare at him. You let a guy spank you and then watch his favorite movie after, and he acts like it means something.
Oh okay
He looks so smug I have the urge to tackle him to the floor, but that wouldn’t be appropriate restaurant behavior, so I settle for kicking his shin.
Lol
Even if all my wet dreams lately have involved her. Even if her laughter is so adorable, it makes my chest hurt. Even if I’ve never enjoyed sex more, and I haven’t even gotten my dick inside her anywhere but her mouth. Even if my favorite recent memory is cuddling with her in my bed while watching Lord of the Rings. “It’s not happening,” I tell him. “Even if I wanted it, which I don’t, she doesn’t.”
😀😀
some seriously freaky shit. The first display is tame, just a row of nicely sized butt plugs, but around the corner, I know there are some metal chastity devices. “Why don’t we make it into a game? Cheesy or cringe?”
I'm sorry what?
👀
“Sexual educator,” I say as I put the oil on the counter too. She rolls her eyes. “No.” “What? It’s apt. I have more experience than you and I’m showing you the ropes. Like a teacher.”
Lol
No, it’s not what I want, but I can’t fall for him, and he can’t fall for me, and somewhere in between banter about books and stupid texting conversations and gummy bears and sex so good I cry, I think that’s what might be happening, and if I give in and the whole thing shatters, if my life shatters for a third fucking time—
ohh
“Bullshit,” he says, his gaze searching mine. He swipes his hand through his damp hair. “Penny, why are you lying? What happened?”
What happened did I miss something?
“Cats are magical beings with malicious intent.”
Sometimes lmao
“We started something, and I want to finish it. I don’t want to sleep with anyone else right now.”
Uh huh sure
He tucks my hair behind my ear. “You sure you’re good, gummy bear?”
omg that's such a cute nickname
She’s my girl. Maybe it’s not official, but it’s the truth. She’s mine, and the second she admits that to herself, I’m going to shout it from the fucking rooftops.
It's not official. But um how did we go from FWB straight up to calling her your girl?🤔
“You interested in seeing another dude’s junk, Red?” She just rolls her eyes. “Even if I did, it’s just a dick. Dicks, generally speaking, are not that special.” I put on a wounded face. “And here I thought you liked my disco stick.”
Lmao. I'm done
there’s nothing deeper going on here,” I say in a low voice. “Cut the shit, Penny. You know my name. Say it.”
😲
Not as the person you fuck. I want to be with you in all those ways and more.”
😊😊😊
After the Vermont game, we spent the last two weeks of the semester wrapped up in each other. Dating. Cooper
About time
“Hell yeah, I want kids.” I wet my bottom lip; now I can’t stop thinking about Penny with a little red-haired baby in her arms. I haven’t given much thought to children beyond knowing that one day I’d like to have a family, but that doesn’t mean the fantasy isn’t appealing.
So basically pussy will make a guy want to settledown. Interesting 😼
“It’s my boyfriend’s.” My heart skips a beat at my own words. I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of calling Cooper that. “He’s on the team.” “I should have recognized the last name,” she says. “You’re Coach Ryder’s daughter.”
Awww
I flop against the bed. This is going to be the best period orgasm ever or a total disaster, and while I hope it’s the former, the latter seems more likely.
Sex on my period is WILD.. Been there done that never again 👀
I tense as he pulls on the tampon string. He goes slowly, kissing me all the while, and I’ve never given much thought to whether this would be sexy or just plain awkward, but somehow, he manages to make it the former. Maybe it’s the fact he’s man enough not to be embarrassed or grossed out, or maybe it’s the way he strokes my hair as he looks down at me. I’d swear there’s love in his eyes, but I’m probably imagining it. He replaces the tampon with two fingers; I gasp against his mouth. He bites down on my lip, as gentle as the way he’s fingering me, and gives my clit a long, sensual stroke.
Wouldn't be me but each it own
“Well, one rule,” I amend. I’m going to enjoy the fuck out of this. “Whatever you want, I’m buying.” A slow smile works its way over her face.
Cute moment
He shakes his head. “You’re hornier than I am.” “Only sometimes.” I play with his fingers, biting my lip as I look at him.
me too
So, I bite my tongue and tamp down the desire running through me on the way to the rink in Pine Ridge, where Ryan’s team is playing. They’re the Moorbridge Ducks, and the uniforms are so tiny and adorable I nearly cry whenever I see them. Too freaking cute.
I do this too👀
People talk about love like it’s a given, but until now, I didn’t know if that included me. Yet every moment like this? Penny by my side, working her way into my life just as thoroughly as Tangerine? I thank the universe that I’m lucky enough to experience them.
Awww
Mia and that baseball player are totally eye-fucking, and a bunch of freshmen from the team have taken over the darts board. No Penny.
I mean if there attractive I would to
This doesn’t sound like your usual shitty breakup. I shut my eyes briefly. I almost don’t want to ask, but now that the door is open, I need to walk through. She needs me. “When he what?”
Sounds like domestic violence to me
Every time she smiles at me, I fall in love all over again. “Because I love you.”
😍😍😆😆
