I don’t even know if I believe in marriage anymore, anyway. But I believe in her and I believe in us, and goddammit, I want the whole thing, even if it is bullshit, even if it’s the wrong thing to want. I know it’s our second time around, I know we’re probably too old and too jaded, but I don’t want to be jaded when it comes to this. I want to be fresh and full of hope and give her my whole life.”

