“I do it because of you,” I whispered. I met his eyes and let him see just how much he had hurt me. “My entire life has been so miserable. You’ve killed everyone I’ve ever known. I haven’t been allowed to touch anyone for years. Before you decided you wanted to fuck me, the only living thing I had touched until I accidentally hugged Sam was Chaos, and it turns out even he wasn’t my friend. I’ve never been loved. I’ve been so fucking lonely because of you.”