Stupid Dirty (Possum Hollow, #1)

by Erin Russell

“Come on, let’s brush our teeth and get some coffee before anything else earth-shattering happens and one of us ends up pregnant.”

“I mean, how have I gone twenty-two years without realizing I had a magic orgasm button inside me?”

“I’m just sorry you lost your gay virginity in my shitty bedroom in my shitty trailer.”

so I take the very gay bull by the even gayer horns and grab his hips, stepping up behind him to press a kiss into the back of his neck.

Are you about to tell me that our first date is going to be at Planned Parenthood so we can both get our dicks swabbed? Because I’ll do it if I have to, but I think I should be upfront that I definitely don’t have a medical kink.”

I boop his nose with my finger, because there’s no reason not to, and the sound of him laughing at me is so fucking pure I can’t not kiss him.

He’s mine. My job is to take care of him and keep him safe, like no one has before.

Seeing him marked up with my cum was like feeling a bunch of random puzzle pieces fall into place.

really don’t hate it later, when I’m on my knees with Silas’ cock halfway down my throat. Okay, that’s an exaggeration. It’s my first time giving a blow job, and Silas has a generously-sized dick. But what I lack in finesse I think I make up for in sloppy enthusiasm.

“Don’t hold back,” I say, my voice already gravelly from the abuse. “I want to taste you. Feed me your cum.”

My face is already a mess. And from the way Silas is gazing at me like I’m something holy, it’s working for him.

“I’ve always been an underachiever, but apparently when it comes to gay sex, I can really throw down. Anal—check. Blow jobs—aced it. I’m basically a pro.”

“I would also accept mind-boggling as a compliment. Or panty-melting. Dick-dazzling. You’ve been dickmatized, Rush.”

“If you guys are going to hump each other, can you at least lock the door? I may have created your testicles, once upon a time, but I don’t wanna see ’em anymore. Especially not on Silas’ pretty face.”

“I feel like I’m living in Santa’s ass.”

I used to find it easy to mask my emotions, because I was already so numb to them. Every day I spend with Cade makes me more vital and alive.

The second I sunk my dick into Cade’s warm, tight ass, I was a changed man. Now I’m hooked.

“Are you gonna come for me?”

“Your ass is mine, and so is your cum. I need you to give it to me. Give it up, Cade.”

“Give it to me. I can feel how full of cum you are. It’s dying to spill out. Do you need me to fuck it out of you?”

Fuck. I need an adult to tell me what I’m supposed to do.

Hold me. Promise you’ll never leave me. Be my family and let me be yours. I can only breathe because you’re still here.

Words are hard sometimes.

I have crippling childhood attachment issues, and I’ve officially gone emotionally all-in with Silas. Travis can pry him out of my cold, dead hands.

My own fingers are trailing over his ribs, tracing every notch and groove until I can memorize the planes of his body. If I know him well enough, he’ll become a part of me, and then no one can truly take him away.

Don’t think I’m gonna take it easy on you tomorrow just because you dicked me down so good tonight.”

“But you know I’m yours, right?”

This is where we belong. This is because he belongs to me. Covered in me. Filled with me. Tasting and smelling and drowning in me until we’re so tightly woven together that no one can break through that connection to hurt either of us ever again.

I can’t believe I just had the best orgasm of my entire life by choking Cade half to death.

“No one has ever done sex as good as we do sex. We sex the best. Sex champions.”

I kept thinking of everything in terms of our lives. Together. Like the fact that we would deal with these things together was a given.

He’s my family. I love him and I’m not going anywhere.

Please, baby, you belong with me. With us.”

“Baby, please. Don’t go. I can fix everything, as long as you stay. Don’t leave me.”

If I can’t save him from Travis, at least I can leave him with a reminder that I want to. I can remind him that as far as I’m concerned, he deserves to be saved.

You’re my hero, and I love you. Never forget it.

“I love you too,” he murmurs, his lips so close to mine I can barely hear the words. I don’t need to hear them though, because when he kisses me, it’s all right there. I can feel that he means it in every way he touches me and pulls us closer together.

I want him to be so dirty with me that it can never wash off.

He swallows like the greedy bitch he is sometimes,

I’ll do anything to protect Cade and the girls. Even if that means I have to go against all my twisted instincts and protect myself first.