I fell in love with my enemy, and as the truth unraveled, I couldn’t bear to lose you for so many other reasons. For the smile you give when you think no one is looking, the way you feed that damn dog so much he doesn’t eat his supper anymore, for the way you love my family so fully, for Hollis. Because he loved you more than all of us, I think. “I was selfish. I just kept holding on to the moments I had with you because I knew the end was near. Every single night, I’ve prayed to gods I don’t know the names of to help me find a way to keep you. You always deserved the truth. I don’t care how
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