He couldn’t talk about this to Winnie, or certainly Gary. Diz just didn’t have the words. He solved things by working on them with a wrench. He showed his love to Gary by building the new house. But there were times he became agitated inside. These episodes came upon him more often now that Kismet was there. It was as if her presence softened him, opened a door, stirred up things he didn’t want to relive. Those unspoken matters.