My eyes watered because the thought of two little humans growing in my belly was overwhelming in the best way—and in the worst way. My emotions were all over the place. I was thrilled about being a mother. But I was terrified that it would cost me the man that I loved. I hadn’t wanted to talk to him about it until I knew for sure. Until I knew this wasn’t a mistake. I was pregnant. With twins. I was going to be a mother, and Hayes was going to be a father.