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“There is no end date on that warning. Touch her again, uninvited, and find out what happens.”
Let’s go fuck shit up, then, Captain.
You’re clever, Little Conduit. Put that big brain of yours to use. Dodge first, strike second. Aye, Captain.
Fates knew my frayed nerves could use it—this girl was going to put me in an early grave.
“I’m not sure if you realize this, Arken, but it’s perfectly alright to let yourself be taken care of from time to time.” Though his tone was serious, there was a glimmer in his eye that told me he was mostly teasing. “And you don’t even need to be on death’s doorstep to deserve it.”
He had to know that, even for me, his smile was a deadly weapon. He had to know. He certainly wielded it like one.
“Okay, fine. You’re also, admittedly, the nicest thing to look at in here. I will give you that,” I reasoned. “I’m not sure if that’s a compliment to my face, or an insult towards my taste in interior design.” “Mm. A little bit of column a, little bit of column b,” I teased. He ran one hand through his hair, rolling his eyes.
Fates above and leylines below be damned—a
I had never let anyone else in that far, into the room where I slept every night. It felt too personal. Too intimate to sully with someone who meant little to me outside of flesh and release. It could only ever be her.
This man was going to be my undoing.
For a moment, we just lingered like that in silence, mutually entranced by the view. It reminded me of summer nights in the forest, like flickering fireflies in the dark.
I had only just gotten started. I had no self-restraint left, I needed to devour her.
“You don’t have to be so gentle, Kier. You’re not going to break me.” “No,” I breathed, extending a hand to caress her cheek. “I won’t break you, Little Conduit. Not tonight.”
“Don’t miss me too much,” I murmured, attempting to be demure. “Ah, I don’t make promises I can’t keep,” he replied. “I’ll see you later, beautiful.”
And yet the mere thought of it sent frissons of pleasure up and down my spine, awakening the most desperate desire of my life, as I realized there was one thing in this world that I wanted more than Arken’s body. I wanted her heart. I would die for it. I would kill for it. I didn’t deserve it—I could live a thousand lifetimes and still never possibly deserve it, but that wasn’t enough to stop me. Though perhaps it should have been.
Because in the face of so much pain and unavoidable despair, you learn to wear apathy like armor.
Arken Asher had torn through all my darkest nights, shimmering across the skies like a violent meteor—brilliant, awe-inspiring, and dangerous. Something worth wishing on. Someone worth living for.
For Arken, I would go to war with my own demons. I would fight the Fates, the gods, and the very Source itself—if that’s what it took for me to hold onto her.

