I get excited about something, hyperfixate, and mold my life to fit my new obsession. I think I’m good, this one is different, that I’ll be able to maintain the interest, and then one day, I wake up and it’s . . . gone. ADHD will do that to you: a constant cycle of excited hyperfixation and the sudden drop as soon as that hit of dopamine is gone. It’s a real bitch.
