Yeah...Thanks (Lennox Hills, #2)

by Jahquel J.

You’ve never shared your soul to Cam, and it shows. That’s why he’s so easy for you to run back to. Loving him doesn’t require you to be transparent or do the work since he’s so caught into himself.”

“Why the fuck is it so hard for you? I’m not fucking asking for the krabby patty formula… I’m asking you to tell me you feel the same way that I feel about you!” he raised his voice.

“Stop it,” I warned. “Stop it? I’m telling you I would give you the fucking world, and you’re concerned about a nigga who needs a babysitter. A nigga who wants you to look like the bitches he constantly fucks… you can’t even tell me you love me… yeah, I’m the fool for believing this shit could work,” he turned to walk out the room.

“She got an eating disorder or some shit.” “Really, Ash? That’s kind of crazy to toss out there like that. I know she’s los⁠—” “How the fuck are you a doctor and don’t know your friend has an eating disorder?” I barked. “I walked in the bathroom last night to her throwing up the food I forced her to eat earlier.”

Pum be swallowing dick with lipstick smeared all over her face. She be looking like the Keith Ledger joker when we’re in the thick of fucking. She was never concerned about how she looked or trying to look like a damn porn star.

“The studio was shot up. Niggas ran in it and shot up Cam’s session…. Harlym was there, A.”

I never understood why they felt the need to constantly put Quan down. Every chance either of them got, they put Quan down like he did something to them. When Cam got kicked off the tour, Quan took a moment to shout Cam out and put out in the universe that they would tour again soon.

I realized the more I was with Cam that he was an unhappy person. It had nothing to do with Quan or even Ashton, it had everything to do with the fact that he was unhappy.

Maybe I wanted to be around the neglect and the mistreatment he constantly showed me. It was a vicious cycle that I wanted to end and felt like I couldn’t. Or maybe I wasn’t strong enough to do it on my own.

“And since we comparing apples to shit… you being the shit, Ash would have never fucking tried to put his hands on me. Bitch!”