Laurent was right. I couldn’t keep stringing Ashton along when I knew that he wanted us. I wanted us too, I was just so damn scared to jump in with him. Things with Ashton felt different from my relationship with Cam. I was able to hide pieces of me because Cam never cared. With Ash, I couldn’t do that. I had to be transparent and honest, and that was what caused me to run each time.
🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 too drawn out now, we get it
