But the unkindest cut of all was the alleged decision of Maneka to circulate ‘SHE’, the censored chapter of the autobiography of M. O. Mathai. This document was reportedly in possession of Sanjay even before the emergency. But he had no intention of using it overtly to discredit his mother. But he had made it known to Indira that he possessed the vital weapon. It has never been possible to confirm these reports beyond any tinge of doubt.