Last night was the best night I’ve had in a long time, but I learned that I have a jealous streak when it comes to Selah. I don’t like the idea of her entertaining other people. I’d like a shot at giving her what she needs and I need to figure out how to have this conversation. I haven’t had a crush since college, and I don’t remember feeling this way. Shit, I’ve been married and it didn’t feel this way.

