When you’re growing up, you’re taught that sex is the most intimate thing you can do with a person, but that’s wrong. Because I’ve had sex - bad and good - and nothing has felt as exposing as this. He’s being so gentle with me, as if I’m going to break at any second. He thought he was coming over here for hot, shower sex and isn’t making me feel bad for not being in the right state of mind to deliver.

