Whatever the reason, she is grateful for the calmness she feels right now. She’s been close to death enough that she has resolved to spend her potential last few minutes thinking about the good events in her life instead of fretting about the end: her parents, her friends on Scorpio, the many days that were great days even though she didn’t know it at the time, playing with Ash, seeing snow for the first time. They were small moments, all of them, but they were hers, and she’s glad she got to live them.
