It’s not like me to admire the woman I’m fucking the way I do Jordan. I rarely have repeats with someone, twice tops. This was supposed to be a one-time thing, a fun activity while we’re high. I’ll admit I wanted to erase Bryan and his fucked-up idea of sex . . . I’m sure it was easier to fuck her if he didn’t have to see the hurt in her eyes. I won’t do that. Ever. But tonight, it’s not the high that feels intense, it’s Jordan. She intrigues me like no other, has me curious. She’s exciting. I know after the first thrust, once will never be enough with her.

