“I don’t know how you felt the moment you knew Kate was dead, but for me, at that moment, after losing you in a way just an hour before, I couldn’t express my grief even in my own head. There were no words or even thoughts, just pain. Throbbing between my temples. In the balls of my feet, in the space between each rib. I just felt stripped of my skin and set on fire, every inch of me in excruciating pain.”
