Ryan, I am in love with you every second of every day. I can’t sleep because I don’t want to not think that thought long enough to drift off. My mind has this hold on you, no matter what, like I can’t let you go to the back of my brain for even one second because it’s not worth it. You are always with me, even when you’re not. And I won’t ever stop. I will love you forever because no one else is you.
Question… so they were never going to try to reach out to each other? Ever?
