“That’s what it will be, the first time I’m inside you. The first and every time.” My eyes, suddenly hot and scratchy, threaten to well up, so I drop my lashes and focus on trying to suck him again, but he cups my chin and lifts my face. “I want to love you the way a man loves his wife,” he says solemnly. “And the only reason I’m letting you play with my cock right now is a dark, twisted hope you get addicted to the power of milking Daddy’s seed, buying me enough time to convince you to love me right back.”