Innocent, overwhelmed by joy, he understood at last that he was made for happiness.
His depression (or semi-deppressed state) was necause of him killing Zagerus but after that monoluge (about time) he is loosing his guilt and now is wanting happiness BECAUSE of the time he spent alone amd thinking, becuase of the time, thus proving that wether it may be subconsious or not or wether he is in denial nor not, it all cycles back to the ideas first introduced by Zagerus.