To not take a risk that could change my life? It could cost me everything. Not only with major decisions, but in small moments I let pass me by. It’s not that deciding to indulge in a one-night stand is a life-changing thing, but it could certainly change my night. The cost of not seeing if Connor would be down for it is that I’d never know what his mouth feels like, what he tastes like. I wouldn’t know the fun we could have, if our earlier interaction was any indication.