Of course, Sunny came through. Even when she knew I could make the appointment myself, she knew that I wouldn’t. She came through because she wants me to be safe. She doesn’t want what happened to me before to happen again.
so obvs we're dealing with an old abortion that's she's very ashamed of and while I'm mad she had any shame over it, if the same reasoning applies, I am mad she hasn't learned anything from it. now, going to her sister does imply some level of thinking ahead, but I'm super mad at how flippant she is about knowing she wasn't going to take care of this herself. I know it's probably going to make me seem like a prude or some sort of anti-woman's rights person, which I 1000% am not! - but how can you be this cognizant of your shortcomings? of your thoughtlessness? and yet not make any strides to correct past errors??? you can't have both. you can't be anti-consequence AND lazy. because this is lazy. YOU SHOULD FUCKING WANT YOU TO BE SAFE!!! YOU SHOULD NOT WANT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU TO HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!!
