I could endure any amount of loneliness and humiliation, I was a bottomless pit, just bring it on, there were days when I could think, I receive, I am a well, I am the well of the failed, the wretched, the pitiful, the pathetic, the embarrassing, the cheerless and the ignominious. Come on! Piss on me! Shit on me too if you wish! I receive! I endure! I am endurance itself!