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This is for all my dark romance girls who dream of being chased, choked, and eaten out by a tattooed biker with a vibrating tongue piercing. Jax is waiting to show you the five ways to ride a biker…
“I think we can shatter just about every fucking rule that exists, baby. Tonight, I’m all yours.”
“Close your eyes, focus on how good it feels. I’ve gotta get you nice and stretched so you can fit in every. Single. Inch.”
“Good, now be a good girl and come all over my fingers. I want to lick it all up after.”
“Get your ass up here and take a seat. It’s the best one in the house.”
She can choke me as hard as she wants. As long as I have that pretty pussy smothering my face, I’ll die a happy man.
“Be a good boy and fuck me, Jax.” It’s like she’s managed to unleash a feral beast inside of me. I let out a growl and my hand shoots out, grabbing hold of her throat. I squeeze tight, claiming my lips with her own as I roll us over so I’m positioned between her legs. “If it means I get to sink inside your soaking pussy, then I’ll be such a good fucking boy for you, baby.”
“You can play hard to get all you like. I fucking love the chase.” “And I love to run.” “Let the games begin, sweetheart.”
“Are you an ass or a boobs man?” “I’m a Sofia man. I want to see all of you.”
“Good girl,” he mutters against my lips. “And even if you bankrupt my card, which, to be honest, would impress the hell out of me. I’ll just sell a couple of my Lambo’s.” “You are completely reckless, Jax.” “I prefer the term chaotic. It’s my quirk.”
“I love you, Sofia. You complete me in ways I never even realized I was missing. You are everything. I live for you. I will die for you. You are, and always will be, the perfect in the midst of my chaos.”
To my baby girl, my tigryonok. I want you to know just how much I love you. Even if you only had me in your life for a brief time. Know that it meant more to me than you can imagine. I hope you grow up to be just like your beautiful mommy. Kind, brave, a Queen. But most of all. I just hope you can be happy. That is all I wish for, baby. I will always regret not being a good enough father for you. Trust me, everything will be better for you without me. That doesn’t mean you don’t own my heart and my soul. Because you do. I hope one day, you can forgive me for leaving you like this. Even
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She’s my lifeboat. My anchor.
“Good girl,” he says, before slamming his lips over mine.
“I’m going to feast on your delicious pussy until you pass out.”
“Choke me and call me your good boy.”
“I’ll stay on my damn hands and knees for the rest of my life, sweetheart, if it means I can sink into that pretty pussy.”
“You’re safe now, Jax. We got through the storm and now we live.” Holding her tightly, I let her words resonate. We have been dragged through hell, and she has seen me at my worst. She took my broken pieces and put them back together. She loves me for who I am. I am home.
It reads: Mommy, will you marry my daddy? “J-Jax?” I stutter. “Turn around, sweetheart.” His voice is soft, yet full of anticipation.
“Sofia Isabelle Garcia, will you be my wife?” I don’t need to think about my answer. I know it in my bones. I want to be his forever. “Yes. Jax. A million times yes!”
“You’ve just made me the happiest man to walk on this earth, sweetheart. I promise I’ll love you for the rest of my life,” he whispers against me.
“I love you, Jax. So much.” “I love you, tigritsa. More than you could ever imagine.” He presses a kiss to the top of Maeve’s head. “And I love you too, tigryonok. My girls.”
“I was sitting in my room, on my own and a wave of nerves hit me. All I wanted was you, Jax.”
“Were you worried about me, baby?” She nods. “I know you hate being away from me, Jax. It’s the first night in a long time we’ve been apart. I just wanted to check in, make sure everything was okay. And tell you, I love you and I can’t wait to be Mrs. Carter.”
There isn’t a cure for a mind that works against you. There is no magic button to press to make the dark thoughts go away. I’ll have to battle this every day, probably for the rest of my life. And I will. I will continue to fight for us. For me. For our daughter. And most of all, for this beautiful soul in front of me. I will never stop, and with her by my side, I know I can do it. She is my strength in this life. My forever. Now the good days outweigh the bad. I have a radiant light in my darkened world. And in spite of everything, there is always beauty in chaos. THE END.
“When are we doing the food?” Alexei calls out behind me. I spin to find him holding the two-tier princess castle cake in his hands. “I’m not telling you again. Put the damn thing back,” Lara hisses, slapping his arm.
Jax has Maeve on his bike, with her facing him and sporting a brand new pink helmet. “When you’re old enough, you can have a motorcycle to match. Well, we might have to ask Mommy.” He turns to face me with a grin on his lips. “Isn’t that right, Mommy?”
“Baby!” Maeve shouts, and we both laugh. “Are you ready for more chaos, Mr. Carter?” His tongue glides over his lip as he clasps my hand. “Always, sweetheart. I am the king of it, remember?” “I do, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Frankie lands a hand on my shoulder. “You’ve done good here, Jax. We’re all proud of you.” “Thanks, Dad.”
