Chaos (Beneath the Secrets, #1)

by Luna Mason

To my baby girl, my tigryonok. I want you to know just how much I love you. Even if you only had me in your life for a brief time. Know that it meant more to me than you can imagine. I hope you grow up to be just like your beautiful mommy. Kind, brave, a Queen. But most of all. I just hope you can be happy. That is all I wish for, baby. I will always regret not being a good enough father for you. Trust me, everything will be better for you without me. That doesn’t mean you don’t own my heart and my soul. Because you do. I hope one day, you can forgive me for leaving you like this. Even though I might not be here, know that I will always be watching over you. I’m doing this to set you and mommy free. I’m sure one day she can tell you about the chaos that follows me, I didn’t want that for you. It had to stop. The pain had to stop for me. I wish I could have fought harder and been the man you both deserved. I just couldn’t do it anymore. The smiles I had for you two, they were the only real ones I’d experienced in a long, long time. Daddy will love you and mommy forever. More than you can ever imagine. I’m so sorry. When we meet again in the next life, I promise I’ll be stronger for you. All my love, forever. Daddy. Xxxx