“And here I have to die all the same!” he said, and nearly added: “such a man as I!” “And imagine how your Ganechka plagues me; he thought up, in the guise of an objection, that of those who listened to my notebook, three or four might die before me! I like that! He thinks it’s a consolation, ha, ha! First of all, they haven’t died yet; and even if those people all died off, what sort of consolation would it be, you’ll agree! He judges by himself; however, he goes further still, he now simply abuses me, saying that a respectable man dies silently in such cases, and that the whole thing was
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