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Maybe I shouldn’t have done what I’d done out there, but I wasn’t going to let anyone get in my way when it came to getting what I wanted, not even my own teammate. This was my time to shine, to show pro scouts what kind of player I could be…but maybe learning to finesse things a bit wouldn’t be a bad thing.
With the way she lit up when she saw me, I couldn’t have stopped the smile from spreading across my face if you’d held a gun to my head. Stepping out onto the field with thousands of people cheering for me didn’t come close to how she’d just made me feel—and that meant trouble, which was why sleeping with her was a one-way ticket to fucking up my future. You don’t sleep with girls who look at you like that and get away unscathed. Just look at my dad.
I was tired of being me, and the only way to change that was to stop being afraid of what I wanted.
yes, I should stand up for myself more, but sometimes it’s just easier to give in.”
I’d give her the other firsts, as many as I could, because if I gave her too much, I wouldn’t be able to stop myself from never wanting to stop.
“I’ve been going slow my whole life. Restrained, calculating, methodical. I want to feel you, and this feels more right than anything I’ve done in my life.”
All my worries about her getting too attached and I was the one finding it hard to catch my breath when I thought about never seeing her again.
How would I get through the day when I knew a man who lit my soul on fire was out there in the world and I’d left him behind? How would I pick up the pieces of my broken heart when he left me?
Shit, I was already a goner and I hadn’t even noticed it. I loved her, and that scared the shit out of me, more than I’d even thought possible.