What did I want when I was a young girl with dead parents? To eat. To feel safe. My options were to find work or marry, and I didn’t want to marry. Not after I saw what marrying did for my mother. Loneliness, arguing, and the occasional black eye. So I became a saddle instead. There wasn’t much else I could do, and since I was always told how pretty of a girl I was, I used that beauty to my advantage.
I do like rissa as a character. I find her interesting. I just dont care about the details of her and os's love story
