“John was eager to start a family,” wrote Rob Littell. Carolyn was not. “She would, with a bit of bluster, say that she could never subject a baby to the weird, public spectacle of their life… I think she was frightened that she wouldn’t be a good mother, that she wasn’t strong enough to care for another human being.” Everyone, if they are honest with themselves, is daunted by the idea of being a first-time parent. If you add all the poison from the paparazzi, it’s even more frightening.
