Have I ever been a body before? I don’t know. I think I’m a body now. Last night she woke me up from a terror and held me like a straitjacket. I could feel I had skin where she touched and where I had bone and where I was human. God what sense does this make, none none, no sense, no sense at all. She wakes up before I do and gets breakfast ready so I can have it when I am awake and it makes me want to cry. People have done this before, it is not special, and still I want to cry. I should run God I should run why am I here
